I just fucking woke up to the sweet sound of Shadows Fall as my ringtone. I put the fucking thing right next to my head when I sleep and it scares me every time. Shut the fuck up.

As some of you may or may not know, for the past year I was going through a severe anxiety/panic disorder. It's not a fun thing and I definitely wouldn't wish it upon anyone. Anyway, I'm a fucking beast and got over it in a year, which isn't very common.. it sometimes takes people years to get over them, if they do at all. Anyway, back to the point. I'm going to REHAB tomorrow, yes, that's right folks, REHAB. They're detoxing me from a lovely drug called Xanax which I was prescribed by doctors about 8 months ago. That shit is koodabanger, but it's highly addictive and you pretty much can't do any other drug on it.. so I need it gone. They're going to give me valium instead for a little while, I aint complaining. I'll be back in a week and be able to drink again.. how I miss it.. it's been over a year now. But I'll probably end up back in there for alcohol related issues.

I'm also back with my ex, she begged and begged... and begged.. and seeing as I'm the best looking, coolest motherfucker she'd ever meet. I gave her another chance. She's trying to change all the shit I don't like about her.. isn't that sweet?

I'll be back in pro mode CS after rehab without any downer drugs in my system.. watch out cunts.

Suck my schlong. Laters.